okay before I go to bed I just want to say that I love my dad so much and I am so grateful that I have him in my life and that I have such a loving family and I just feel so lucky
I just had a super long conversation with my dad and I broke down and I admitted so much that I’ve never said before and I’m just really glad that I did because I feel like I got a bit of some weight off my shoulders and I’m happy that I can just talk to him and be honest with him again.